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I&#8217;m a 35yo straight woman. I like sex and am recently back in the dating scene after a couple of years single after 5 year relationship (and a kid together). 
I&#8217;m finding that in spite of being really turned on and into the guy I&#8217;m seeing, I&#8217;m kind of repulsed by his penis. I also have hooked up with other guys and it&#8217;s the same. I enjoy the sex, but dread when they ask for a blowjob. I don&#8217;t find vaginas attractive either.
The guy I&#8217;m dating does really turn me on (though I&#8217;ve always struggled to orgasm in the presence of someone else, which is another issue altogether) on a physical, psychological and spiritual level.
The sex with my ex was always terrible. Our sexual intimacy faded after 6months. I don&#8217;t want to repeat this pattern again.

I&#8217;m so tired of feeling tired all the time and having to deal with chronic pain while no one seems to take me seriously, give me answers nor solutions

Today, again, I feel frustrated. I&#8217;ve been dealing with chronic pain for a few years now. And most of the time, with a lot of accomodations to my daily life, it&#8217;s controlled or at least bearable. But when it&#8217;s time to be on holidays, as I am now, the pain comes back strong. It&#8217;s the time when I plan to get away from routine, to do different things, to have fun&#8230;that it acts out the worst. And I have to cancel holidays or just go through them with pain, not really resting or enjoying myself. I&#8217;ve gone through traditional medicine, therapy and I am now presently trying a more holistic approach, but nothing seems to work. While in pain, it&#8217;s 
like my life just stops, and nothing else can happen other than pain. I don&#8217;t know what else to do&#8230;

I feel that I am too slow for this world…

Let me just shoot this: I&#8217;m 45 and I feel awesome! Sometimes we must speak that loud to ourselves. I have spent half of my life beside my lovely husband, however we are aging differently, I&#8217;m full of energy and he is like&#8230; my brother. I love him deeply, but I AM A HOTTY MAMMA AND I WANT SEX! Yes, I&#8217;m having an affair. Someone who looks at me full of lust and desire. It&#8217;s amazing! And I have been flirting with a second one, a younger one, lately too. I feel confident, beautiful, sexy. And I&#8217;m Peri menopause, I must share. There is no mess at home that takes out my smile. Life is lighter. And looks like a movie that I would love to watch!

Like I havnt done anything productive and my mind is racing

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