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I&#8217;ve been having nightmares for the past couple of days, thinking that no one understands me and that I&#8217;m completely alone. I have feelings for a guy who has prioritised his work over everything, told him how I feel, he chooses to focus on work. We were seeing each other over a year now, and suddenly he doesn&#8217;t exist. Knowing about my codependency tendency, I try to focus on me, but can&#8217;t stop blaming me for his change of behaviour towards me, because I&#8217;ve expressed that I&#8217;m in love with him. Those mixed thoughts and the tremendous guilt are exhausting me.

Today I feel sad&#8230; And trapped in my mariage.

I feel so bad, I have to move to another house and deal with the end of my relationship at the same time. I feel I gave everything for this relationship and in the end I lost everything

Bored, frustrated with my llove life

I see the pain in our world, in humans around me and I feel as if I have been waiting for the pain to heal. But it only gets worse! I may have come a long way the past year but I know now that I am afraid to let go of my pain and my fear! The pain and fear is what’s holding me back! So I am holding on to old patterns that are not good for me in order to be in control of what I know and have always known! But I want to let go of my pain and my fear. To live a different life. To open up and welcome love and caring into my life and heart and to work for a better world for the humans in it. I know it’s not going to be easy and I am willing to try not to fear judgment or ridicule. I believe in good, in you and in me, that I am supposed to be a force of love. But I am still procrastinating..

I feel overwhelmed, exhausted, tired of everything. I need peace but i can&#8217;t find it. Everything is hard, cold and empty. I want to let go of my pain but I don&#8217;t know how. I just want this emptiness to stop. But I don&#8217;t know how.

I married the love of my life last July and he broke up with me on our wedding night, I didn&#8217;t even stay at the wedding venue. He has been emotionally abusive ever since and I left our home in March this year. I feel like my brain is in a constant washing machine, I am so conflicted and confused and utterly devastated. I cannot accept the fact this is who he is, and that it&#8217;s over. But he is the one saying he is done with the relationship, and he won&#8217;t even let me talk it over. No-one in my life understands. They just tell me I&#8217;ve had a &#8220;lucky escape&#8221;. We were planning to start a family immediately after the wedding and now I am worried that will never happen for me. I am having to just survive one day at a time. It is horrific.

Today I feel like I don&#8217;t know where to start. I have an academic career, for which I don&#8217;t care. But I also have family commitments (I provide for my parents, together with my sister). And I am torn between opening a business and stick where I am. I deserve to be able to build my life, freely. But I am caught in a guilt trap. If I think about it rationally, I know I can do both. I can wait til my business works, then leave my 9-to-5. But there&#8217;s people pleasing going on, and perfectionism (I have been working on my business idea for a year!), and indecisiveness, and insecurity, and anger. Till tomorrow. When I&#8217;ll open my computer and plan my contents for my business TikTok account. I&#8217;ll stick to it, I deserve it.

I&#8217;ve been feeling so incredibly sad and anxious over the past three months. My boyfriend of one year broke up with me out of the blue (the night before his 30th birthday) and ever since, I&#8217;ve just not been able to put myself back together. I don&#8217;t really understand why, though &#8211; I feel like I&#8217;ve done the grieving, I&#8217;ve accepted the end of this relationship and I don&#8217;t think I actually miss him anymore. But I just feel so sad and lonely and lost all the time. I have the best friends one can imagine, and a brother who is beyond present and supportive during any difficult time, but every single minute I spend alone in my flat suffocates me. I love being alone and doing things on my own, but I don&#8217;t want to be alone everyday forever. And I&#8217;m so scared my whole life will be like this.

My husband is cheating on me. He doesn’t know that I know about it. We pretend to be as happy as always. Getting a divorce scares me. Being treated like an idiot by him drives me mad… but I dont know if I am strong enough to move on without him. I didnt tell anyone because I am afraid of judgement. I dont know what to do😔

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