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Soooo tired &#8230;.dealing with life in General all by myself as a single mom to two boys&#8230;.makes me feel i loose myself completely. &#8230;only here to Server others needs

Overwhelmed, burdened powerless
My ex doesn’t pay child support leaving me broke and in a constant state of financial stress. Even though he can afford it, he drinks it. 
Now my car broke down yesterday and I’ll have to scramble to get the money together to pay it. 
I’m so sick of struggling to keep my head above water.

Everyone in my (big) family is sick. I Not covid but that new similarly nasty virus. I am just exhausted

I want a baby with my fiancé. And he want to have a baby with me too. He is a very sweet and kind. He will be a faboulous father and husband. 
But I have been raped two years ago and one month ago I finally go to the police. Now it is a police investigation. It is a good thing. But I don&#8217;t know if I can have the energy for a baby now. The trauma is very invasive. I don&#8217;t want to think about the rape and have a baby on the same time. 
But, it is part of my live now. I am affraid of better time to have a baby never come. 
I am affraid never recover. 
I want to live my live, but I don&#8217;t know how&#8230; 
My fiancé is sweet. He say that it is ok, that we have time, that he will never push me to do something, that it is my body, my decision. 
But I feel indecisive, sad and hopeless&#8230;

Husband has done f all for nearly a week (hardly any change there really) and it&#8217;s actually been WORSE since I freaked out about my colleague passing her exam when I never get a chance to work in my studies. 
Basically, I really REALLY want to text you know who and tell him I miss the Kittie thing. I won&#8217;t, be boss would bollock me, my team mates would bollock me, but oh good god I can&#8217;t get that save space out of my head. 
He&#8217;d even told me a while back he&#8217;s all &#8216;kittied out&#8217; which was a slap in the face, but I still want to start it up again!!!!!!!

I am so truly happy that I found that platform☺️ Can I really load off everything thats on my mind here and noone will judge me for it????? 🤯

I&#8217;m sad. I&#8217;m trying to work through my diploma whilst working and looking after kids housework etc. Dealing with high functioning depression and a lack of support. My colleague, who is technically under me, has just caught up on the diploma to where I am. She&#8217;s done two modules in 6 months and it&#8217;s taken me 18 months since I started really trying with it. My house is a mess, hers is perfect. She&#8217;s motivated and organised, whilst I&#8217;m searching for dopamine on tiktok. 
I tell my daughters all the time &#8220;don&#8217;t measure your worth against the achievements of others&#8221;. But this is so personal. Everyone must think, if she can achieve this why can&#8217;t I. My next exam was booked for 16th June and I&#8217;m about to put it back, I&#8217;m not ready and it&#8217;s such a hard module. 
I want to cry.

Why don&#8217;t we get to the fundamental causes of issues. 
For example Rode and Wade&#8230;. 
Wouldn&#8217;t it be simple to just refuse Sex across the board until women had their inalienable rights?

Today i feel insecure.. my daugther is a bit sick and i have no choice but to go to work&#8230;.

Oh my God has it kicked off. It was so tense today, then later on in messages he&#8217;s accused me of being rude, belittling and disrespectful over how I spoke to him, saying it verged on bullying. Says he finds it hard to respect me when I am so disrespectful towards him. No one has ever said that about me before, if anything I am praised for my patience and excellent training style! I&#8217;ve tried to sort what I can over a WhatsApp convo and will speak to the director on Monday to work out how to move forwards. He doesn&#8217;t realise how much we carry him in that office and if this is what he considers doing a good job then lord help us! Or him! No longer indecisive, I decidedly dislike his entire being!

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