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I&#8217;m doing okay, but not really okay. Every day feels emptier without you, and I don’t know how to fill the space you left. I want to text you, to tell you how much I miss you, but my mind keeps stopping me—maybe because I know you won’t say what I need to hear. So I just sit with the ache, carrying words I’ll never send.

I feel so confused- I receive so many compliments from my workplace and my friends, it seems that people really value me and appreciate my effort and personality, but for whatever reason, I never feel like it&#8217;s enough. I still feel so unloved and lonely. It doesn&#8217;t make any logical sense, but I can&#8217;t stop feeling so useless and unlovable. It feels like a silly thing to struggle with, but it&#8217;s very real for me

I cant stop thinking about my ex and its been 2 months of break up. It keeps replaying in my head all the good and bad things happened. All I know is that I miss him so much.

I study a different language and we talked about work and recruitment in general today. My prof asked what I plan to do and if I have some long-term plan for my career. I don&#8217;t and I had no idea how to reply. Like there is no plan at all, not for any of the areas of my life. Does it make me a failure? Or am I still open for new things and that&#8217;s nice? Or 30s is already too late for these kind of thoughts&#8230; life is strange. Almost all of my adulthood was covid or war, and I feel like mentally I am just stuck somewhere in my mid 20s. There is no goal in my life and I don&#8217;t understand how to find it

It’s been a month and 20 days since I decided to cut ties with him. Over time, I’ve realized he doesn’t care at all. I stopped replying to his messages, and instead of trying to fix things, he blocked me.
I can’t help but wonder—did he ever truly like me, or was I just fooling myself? His mixed signals and efforts make me think I made the right decision. Yet, a small part of me still hopes he’ll come back, even though I don’t want to face the same heartbreak again.
I read something online that said, “The reason it is taking you so long to heal is because you are doing it correctly. You are not looking for someone to fill the void. You feel lonely; you have no one, but you choose to heal correctly, and that says a lot about you.” 
I guess I&#8217;m doing okay. 🙁

I failed at a thing we call life.

I&#8217;ve started the year screaming at my mom about how I want to die. I punched a wall and came close to smashing my own head into it from the frustration. The emotional pain.
I&#8217;m 32, fully moved out and everything and she is staying in MY house. She&#8217;s got the flu, I&#8217;ve been looking after her, buying food, medication, vitamins all with my own money (because she has none. I am her financial AND emotional support.) &#8230;but whenever I spend more than a week with her I become that depressed 13yr old that she would beat the sh*t out of regularly&#8230;
This is why I can&#8217;t have a normal life. Why I can&#8217;t introduce potential partners to my family&#8230; I could have been in the pub with my best friends watching a band we love&#8230; but instead I&#8217;m depressed and crying in my room alone&#8230; Happy New Year! 🥂🍾

This year I made the best friends I could ever hope to make in my 30s, I came out of my shell; I got promoted and won a bunch of industry awards; I became a fully-fledged financially-stable homeowner; I still love myself even though I gained a stone and my skin looks awful right now&#8230; the one thing that&#8217;s gotten me down is losing my &#8220;situationship&#8221;/friend. He&#8217;s a PoS. I asked if he was seeing someone and he couldn&#8217;t say yes or no (obvs a yes), I told him to leave, and I&#8217;ve spend weeks begging him to come back. He&#8217;s read the messages and has still chosen to ignore me&#8230; he was the man of my dreams, but I&#8217;m more upset about losing the friendship. I don&#8217;t have anyone who understands me like he did&#8230; I hope he comes back but, let&#8217;s see where we are next year.

It’s been four weeks since I decided to stop talking to him, and now I’m feeling a bit better—okay and starting to move on. A part of me senses he might come back, but if he does, I hope it’s for the best. If not, then for the love of God, I pray he stays away.

What should I do now? I’ve decided to go no contact, but he’s been messaging me once a week asking how I’m doing. Should I reply, or should I continue moving forward&#8230;?

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