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A year has passed, yet I’m still hoping for his presence and for a text from him, even though I’m sure he has already forgotten me. I just can’t remove him from my mind, and I think about him all the time. I keep asking myself, why… why… why?

I don&#8217;t know why but this year it stings that I am not close to my family and don&#8217;t have a family of my own to celebrate Christmas with. 
This morning I saw a dad with a christmas sweater carrying presents from his car into the house and I couldn&#8217;t help but feel sad and kind of lonely. I wish I had a big loving family that comes together on Christmasday and gathers around a big table. 
It never really bothered me, but this year.. it hits different.

I really am very sorry if my words are too dark and heavy and … hopeless … but i need to say somewhere that I feel I just can’t take another year … all my strength is gone, my hope, my … everything… I believe this was the worst year of my life, and my life hasn’t ever been easy … I just can’t take anymore … I really can’t … I think its .. enough … 
Again sorry for such heavy words and thank you for who ever reads them.

Feeling like I’ve failed my life. No job, no relationship, no ambition. Not even a cat because I’m afraid of responsibility and running out of money. I don’t know how to keep going towards next year

Learned today that someone I&#8217;ve been mentoring professionally for weeks, thinking all was going well, has been complaining about me the whole time. They have now fabricated that I&#8217;ve told them they are failing. This was one of the few parts of my job I still enjoyed. What&#8217;s even the point.

My one-month-long roommate decided yesterday she wanted to move out. She claimed she needed her space, which she informed me in a quite rude manner when I asked her how she was doing. After that, she spent the whole day locked in her room, chatting with a new person who was coming tomorrow night to see the apartment, which she informed me about at 8 PM today via text. She never asked if I would be okay with the visit, especially since I am usually at school at that time, but not this week, but she didn&#8217;t know until I told her when I answered her text. She said she shared pictures of our apartment, which pictures? I never consented to that. She wants to move out to &#8220;have more space to decompress&#8221; after work. Even when I&#8217;m not home and has the whole place to herself, she lives in her room&#8230;

I&#8217;ve been applying to jobs since July and had only 3 interviews. Two already refused, one just ghosted. I am in France and basically entry level jobs do not exist, they are replaced by programs for young people (which is super nice but not when you are already in 30th, with a useless phd and almost no real industry skills!). I do not know what to do&#8230;

They haven’t called me back from a company I went through a selection process with. They told me they would make a decision quickly, and after the first interviews I received feedback within a couple of days. It’s been almost a week since the last one, and I haven’t heard anything. On top of that, I’ve seen that they’ve reposted the job offer on LinkedIn. I’m feeling really discouraged because it was a project I was very excited about.

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