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Today I feel sad as I have for the past year! I try so hard to get pass the darkness and the heavy clouds but it’s not working for me! I end up going to bed once again asking myself where my day went! What did I do! What day is it! I feel like a living dead sitting in my house looking out on life as it passes by my window! Oh I wish I could go back and change my life and make better choices for myself! I want to change but I don’t know how!

Today i feel exhausted and sad and hopeless&#8230; Not today but everyday

Todas I feel sad. Like really sad. I feel like I&#8217;m losing everybody and everything. Idk what to do.

I see the pain in our world, in humans around me and I feel as if I have been waiting for the pain to heal. But it only gets worse! I may have come a long way the past year but I know now that I am afraid to let go of my pain and my fear! The pain and fear is what’s holding me back! So I am holding on to old patterns that are not good for me in order to be in control of what I know and have always known! But I want to let go of my pain and my fear. To live a different life. To open up and welcome love and caring into my life and heart and to work for a better world for the humans in it. I know it’s not going to be easy and I am willing to try not to fear judgment or ridicule. I believe in good, in you and in me, that I am supposed to be a force of love. But I am still procrastinating..

Today I feel like I don&#8217;t know where to start. I have an academic career, for which I don&#8217;t care. But I also have family commitments (I provide for my parents, together with my sister). And I am torn between opening a business and stick where I am. I deserve to be able to build my life, freely. But I am caught in a guilt trap. If I think about it rationally, I know I can do both. I can wait til my business works, then leave my 9-to-5. But there&#8217;s people pleasing going on, and perfectionism (I have been working on my business idea for a year!), and indecisiveness, and insecurity, and anger. Till tomorrow. When I&#8217;ll open my computer and plan my contents for my business TikTok account. I&#8217;ll stick to it, I deserve it.

I can’t go on any longer…I keep praying to a God I don’t believe in to get me off this world

Im tired of trying to be well all the time. I just want to let go and feel all the feelings, do nothing and let go at least without fear of judgement or repercussions just go and disappear anywhere.

For unknown the reason, I am feeling sad, lost and unmotivated. I suppose to working on my thesis, but this week, I didn&#8217;t do much. Or I should say, I suddenly don&#8217;t know what to do&#8230; And I only have two months left to finish everything. I hate myself when I did nothing after a long day&#8230;

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